= nikkimountain: October 2005
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Friday, October 28, 2005

The Sentence For Killing Time Is Death

young and blessed with ignorance
longing to become one of the great
when I grow up..I want to be a doctor
do you remember the day you realized you werent invinsable?
i do
the day reality became jekyl and hyde
it became clear...its all inside...there is nowhere to hide
your tree fort is no longer a sufficient shelter
become life, before it becomes you
this bittersweet fleeting existence is a gift
and theres always a catch
nothing is free, you'll have to pay for that
pay your dues, pay unto thee
its not fair and it doesnt make sense
just do your best
smile and pray for mercy
embrace your regrets
the clock is ticking
the world is waiting, with open arms
all things great, all things evil, all things meaningless, all things meaningful
millions of usless activities designed merely to sedate us
we invite these man made comas
come,,, eat up our precious time
let us throw our hours, our years, and our lives into the abyss
life is "always" right there waiting..waiting like summer waits for spring
waits for spring to do its thing
banish always from the english dictionary
abandon assumptions
one day life will sail on by
our time is up....and how we dared taunt time
the almighty mirage
time-the most underrated, yet fiercely hated illusion

Thursday, October 13, 2005



a little morbid?


Passive aggression

Unspoken threat

impending doom









death of beauty

death of mystery


PMS...today imploring me to purge morbid thoughts....and doing so at your expense..

apology accepted??????

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"The spectator is a dying animal." - Jim Morrison

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

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Beck- Everybodys gotta learn sometime..

  • Everybodys gotta learn sometime
  • Monday, October 10, 2005

    Everybody Knows...I love Leonard

    Leonard Cohen-Everybody knows

    Everybody knows that the dice are loaded
    Everybody rolls with their fingers crossed
    Everybody knows that the war is over
    Everybody knows the good guys lost
    Everybody knows the fight was fixed
    The poor stay poor, the rich get rich
    That's how it goes
    Everybody knows
    Everybody knows that the boat is leaking
    Everybody knows that the captain lied
    Everybody got this broken feeling
    Like their father or their dog just died

    Everybody talking to their pockets
    Everybody wants a box of chocolates
    And a long stem rose
    Everybody knows

    Everybody knows that you love me baby
    Everybody knows that you really do
    Everybody knows that you've been faithful
    Ah give or take a night or two
    Everybody knows you've been discreet
    But there were so many people you just had to meet
    Without your clothes
    And everybody knows

    Everybody knows, everybody knows
    That's how it goes
    Everybody knows

    Everybody knows, everybody knows
    That's how it goes
    Everybody knows

    And everybody knows that it's now or never
    Everybody knows that it's me or you
    And everybody knows that you live forever
    Ah when you've done a line or two
    Everybody knows the deal is rotten
    Old Black Joe's still pickin' cotton
    For your ribbons and bows
    And everybody knows

    And everybody knows that the Plague is coming
    Everybody knows that it's moving fast
    Everybody knows that the naked man and woman
    Are just a shining artifact of the past
    Everybody knows the scene is dead
    But there's gonna be a meter on your bed
    That will disclose
    What everybody knows

    And everybody knows that you're in trouble
    Everybody knows what you've been through
    From the bloody cross on top of Calvary
    To the beach of Malibu
    Everybody knows it's coming apart
    Take one last look at this Sacred Heart
    Before it blows
    And everybody knows

    Everybody knows, everybody knows
    That's how it goes
    Everybody knows

    Oh everybody knows, everybody knows
    That's how it goes
    Everybody knows

    Everybody knows

    Friday, October 07, 2005

    la de da.....

    Okay that last post was too funny. How many people actually tried to decipher that pic? If you did..all I have to say is......You either have too much time on your hands.......OR you are obsessed.

    So new subject, well I have decided that I would be the bigger person and send my ex's a small gift along with their christmas card... Check it out....
  • Christmas Gift for ex
  • Thursday, October 06, 2005

    good morning

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